Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Grace !(no im nort shouting out for grace ang my co-leader)
I was just questioning myself
What did I do right to secure a place at ntu
My spanking personal statement? my letter to the dean?
And my bro shouted
GOD
Haha
Oh yeah what a idiot I have been
Seriously …my grades are kinda far frm the cutoff
Ive always asked god if my religion was born out of a fable
And if miricles are just strokes of luck
Luck=miricles????
I mean how often do u hear your non-christian friends exclaim
IM SO LUCKY
Now I know miricles are frm god
The voices I heard in my head
In my chem. Examination when I was so
tempted to write my last 3 words
I heard
”honor me and I will honor u”
When
And when ive been fearing the kind of results ill get
I heard”until now u have not asked anything in my name
, ask and you shall be fulfilled”(something like tt)
And when I finally asked god
He replied
“it will come but it would take a long time”
And when I was rejected
He sent angel(how appropriate)
And she said
“you will definitely get it”
At that point I tot she was crazy or a lunatic
Last of all he gave me peace when I asked for it
I stopped worrying since may?
When ive been fearing since I blacked out for my first paper
Till may when I finally found peace within myself
And found my direction again
With god I am nothing
any wae
was reading zx's blog
haha his puppy is called kobe
hmmm sounds delicious
no wonder ppl eat dogs mabey cause they
have names like
milo, creme brule
for their puppies
haha
MMMMMMmmmm yummy
rainbow;
9:25 PM
